Skip to main content

Unlucky me!

Sometimes I feel like I have shitty luck! Seriously, if something can go wrong...it will. In the last 5 weeks these are the things that have happened.

1. My water broke
2. Zoe passed away
3. Our car broke down when we got home from the hospital
4. Tim's student loan got all screwed up
5. Our ceiling leaks in the living room-land lord hasn't fixed it
6. Our car broke down again!
7. I got a speeding ticket the day my broke down for the second time

Hmmm...I know there is more but I just can't think of them! ha. Seriously, it is almost comical.

However I have had many beautiful things happen in my life, so I suppose it would only make sense to list those as well.

1. We met the most beautiful baby I have ever seen, our daughter
2. Our family and friends have been AMAZING!!!
3. Tim and I have grown and learned a great deal about each other and our selves.
4. I have met a group of people through a support group who are incredible and caring!
5. We are in the midst of buying a house
6. My car did get fixed for under $1000...I guess it could be worse
7. We hung out with old friends Mary and Brian! I LOVE THEM dearly!!
8. A group of family and friends are raising money for the March for babies in Honor of Zoe.

Sometimes my journey is difficult to understand. I think life is full of up's and downs and growth. None-the-less it can be a painful process. Hopefully the start of this year will be the end of my bad luck.

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

My Beta

So...my level today was 108!!! The nurse said that was a perfect, healthy number...not too high, not too low. Chances are good we have one little charm in there. Which is PERFECT. We won't know for sure until our u/s...but I have been thinking it's one...and a boy. I feel really connected to a little boy, and awhile ago, Zoe came to me in a dream and said we were going to get pregnant with one baby, a little boy, and things were going to be fine. :-) Sweet little baby of mine...comforting her momma even in spirit. It's strange to be pregnant right now...It doesn't feel real quite yet. It does, but it doesn't. I feel really secure about this pregnancy...almost at peace. I feel deep in my heart we are going to bring home a living baby. It's will be strange to be a mother of 2, one in spirit and one here on Earth. I love Zoelle so deeply, and miss her with each breath I take. I wish she was here to share in the joy of this new life. At the same time, the new life
16 comments
Read more

2nd Beta!

Well, my 2nd beta on Wednesday was 308! Super excited! Who knows...there might just be two lucky charms in there. Everyone seems to think we are having twins...even my very fabulous IVF nurse. Only time will tell. One...two...whatever happens, I am just so excited to be pregnant. We have our first u/s on March 22nd where we will see how many we have and hear the little heart beat/s. Yay!! As of right now I have been feeling wonderful! I am having a bit of nausea here and there, but not too bad. I didn't get sick one time when I was pregnant with Zoe, so we will see. For now, just the normal early pregnancy symptoms and I LOVE IT! I can hardly wait to meet this little bean in 35-36 weeks from now! :-) So the count down begins...17 more days until our first u/s. Unlike my pregnancy test...I can't cheat and head to the office early for this one. What is a girl to do...ha!
11 comments
Read more

Dear Uterus

Dear Uterus, In less then two weeks our second pregnancy begins. Please keep our little embryo's safe and nestled tightly in your womb. I promise to provide you with proper nutrients, vitamins and water. Please stay relaxed and happy! A happy uterus makes for a happy mother. :-) I would greatly appreciate you behaving for at least 37 weeks. Dear uterus, I would like you to recite this mantra over and over..."I am like velcro! I am like velcro!" We can do this! Please be gentle with our little peanuts...this means the world to us. Thanks Uterus! Love, Your body!
12 comments
Read more