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Unlucky me!

Sometimes I feel like I have shitty luck! Seriously, if something can go wrong...it will. In the last 5 weeks these are the things that have happened.

1. My water broke
2. Zoe passed away
3. Our car broke down when we got home from the hospital
4. Tim's student loan got all screwed up
5. Our ceiling leaks in the living room-land lord hasn't fixed it
6. Our car broke down again!
7. I got a speeding ticket the day my broke down for the second time

Hmmm...I know there is more but I just can't think of them! ha. Seriously, it is almost comical.

However I have had many beautiful things happen in my life, so I suppose it would only make sense to list those as well.

1. We met the most beautiful baby I have ever seen, our daughter
2. Our family and friends have been AMAZING!!!
3. Tim and I have grown and learned a great deal about each other and our selves.
4. I have met a group of people through a support group who are incredible and caring!
5. We are in the midst of buying a house
6. My car did get fixed for under $1000...I guess it could be worse
7. We hung out with old friends Mary and Brian! I LOVE THEM dearly!!
8. A group of family and friends are raising money for the March for babies in Honor of Zoe.

Sometimes my journey is difficult to understand. I think life is full of up's and downs and growth. None-the-less it can be a painful process. Hopefully the start of this year will be the end of my bad luck.

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