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To Zoe


My dear baby,
Thank you. Thank you for choosing me, for choosing all of us to share our love with you and your love with us. Your precious life was short, but your memory will live forever. I know that you will be in the hearts our family for generations to come. Your birthday will always be celebrated, your due date will never be forgotten and your pictures will bring tears to my eyes and a smile to my lips. I am proud to be your mommy. I sent pictures of you to my family today and everyone agrees that you are beautiful. I will cherish the pictures and memories I have of you for a lifetime. Daddy wrote a song for you, Zoelle's Lullaby. One day, we will play it for your brother or sister and tell them the beautiful story of your life. One day I will see you again in heaven, and I will hold you and kiss your sweet head just like the day you were born. My dear Zoe, I miss you and love you my sweet angel.

Love,

Mommy

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