Well, I started spotting with mild cramping today on day 9 of my cycle. Shit! My u/s was scheduled for day 12 in hopes to have my hcg injection and ovulate. I called the doctor today and he said "Oh, I don't like that." Never good words to hear. Basically he thinks it may be "irritating" my cervix and simply may not be the drug for me. Letrozole, don't fail me now! So I will seem him as planned and hope something good comes of this cycle. Hopefully the spotting stops, my cervix is fine and I have a delightful follicle waiting patiently. I am trying so very much to stay positive, but it's an ongoing battle.
Well, my 2nd beta on Wednesday was 308! Super excited! Who knows...there might just be two lucky charms in there. Everyone seems to think we are having twins...even my very fabulous IVF nurse. Only time will tell. One...two...whatever happens, I am just so excited to be pregnant. We have our first u/s on March 22nd where we will see how many we have and hear the little heart beat/s. Yay!! As of right now I have been feeling wonderful! I am having a bit of nausea here and there, but not too bad. I didn't get sick one time when I was pregnant with Zoe, so we will see. For now, just the normal early pregnancy symptoms and I LOVE IT! I can hardly wait to meet this little bean in 35-36 weeks from now! :-) So the count down begins...17 more days until our first u/s. Unlike my pregnancy test...I can't cheat and head to the office early for this one. What is a girl to do...ha!
I will stay positive for you, but I know how it feels to have nothing work as planned and everything go wrong. I hope this turns out to be nothing! Hugs.
ReplyDeleteShoot Kate, I'm so sorry! I hope the spotting turns out to be no big deal. (((Hugs)))
ReplyDeleteThinking of you Kate. We are all staying positive!
ReplyDeleteCrazy, I started spotting yesterday (and still am today) on day 18. I guess my body is still messed up from pregnancy. I just feel devastated for both of us. I know your doctor will get you fixed up. I have a very positive feeling about it.
ReplyDeleteI hear yah my friend. Sending good positive vibes your way!
ReplyDeleteI will be praying that it will work out for you, TTC especially after losing a baby is so hard, and emotionally draining, I'm praying you will be able to stay positive and have strength!
ReplyDeleteSending positive thoughts your way. I think of you all the time. Just know that since I haven't been around much, it doesn't mean, I don't care! HUGS to you. If you ever need to vent, I can shoot you my phone number!
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