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Spotting...what!

Well, I started spotting with mild cramping today on day 9 of my cycle. Shit! My u/s was scheduled for day 12 in hopes to have my hcg injection and ovulate. I called the doctor today and he said "Oh, I don't like that." Never good words to hear. Basically he thinks it may be "irritating" my cervix and simply may not be the drug for me. Letrozole, don't fail me now! So I will seem him as planned and hope something good comes of this cycle. Hopefully the spotting stops, my cervix is fine and I have a delightful follicle waiting patiently. I am trying so very much to stay positive, but it's an ongoing battle.

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  1. Never forgetting GregoryJune 7, 2009 at 10:32 PM

    I will stay positive for you, but I know how it feels to have nothing work as planned and everything go wrong. I hope this turns out to be nothing! Hugs.

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  2. BrennaJune 8, 2009 at 5:03 AM

    Shoot Kate, I'm so sorry! I hope the spotting turns out to be no big deal. (((Hugs)))

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  3. LeaJune 8, 2009 at 5:52 AM

    Thinking of you Kate. We are all staying positive!

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  4. BreeJune 8, 2009 at 9:46 AM

    Crazy, I started spotting yesterday (and still am today) on day 18. I guess my body is still messed up from pregnancy. I just feel devastated for both of us. I know your doctor will get you fixed up. I have a very positive feeling about it.

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  5. CourtneyJune 8, 2009 at 11:14 AM

    I hear yah my friend. Sending good positive vibes your way!

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  6. AngelaJune 8, 2009 at 1:18 PM

    I will be praying that it will work out for you, TTC especially after losing a baby is so hard, and emotionally draining, I'm praying you will be able to stay positive and have strength!

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  7. EricaJune 8, 2009 at 6:25 PM

    Sending positive thoughts your way. I think of you all the time. Just know that since I haven't been around much, it doesn't mean, I don't care! HUGS to you. If you ever need to vent, I can shoot you my phone number!

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