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Tomorrow

Tomorrow will be 5 months...5 long months since the moment I met the most beautiful precious baby I have ever seen.
Tomorrow will be five months since my arms held you...and let you go
Tomorrow I will miss you,
I will miss you forever and a day
Tomorrow I will think of you, I will love you, I will ache for you
I will think of you, love you and ache for you forever and a day
Tomorrow, please be gentle for my daughter is gone and my heart is heavy
Tomorrow, today and forever...send sweet kisses through the wind and whisper in her ear...
Mommy loves you

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  1. CourtneyJune 3, 2009 at 8:16 PM

    *hugs* I cannot believe we have been without our precious babies for 5 months.

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  2. RiffJune 4, 2009 at 6:29 AM

    Hi honey...I have been thinking about you, Tim and Zoe the last couple days. These days are rough...be gentle. Know that we are out here loving all three of you.

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  3. BreeJune 4, 2009 at 10:34 AM

    Thinking of you & Zoe today. Xoxo

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  4. AngelaJune 4, 2009 at 5:22 PM

    I am so sorry today is the 5 month mark for you. Tomorrow is 4 months for Ella, 4 months ago today we found out she was gone, she was delivered tomorrow. The 4th and the 5th are both hard days, it seems like one big long blur. Sending thoughts your way today.

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