Well, I am 22 weeks today. I am the same gestation today as I was when my membranes ruptured with Zoe. In ten days from now I will be the same gestation with Little Miss Mirth as I was when I delivered our first daughter. She died an hour after birth. I miss you sweet Zoe. I love you to the moon and back.
So...my level today was 108!!! The nurse said that was a perfect, healthy number...not too high, not too low. Chances are good we have one little charm in there. Which is PERFECT. We won't know for sure until our u/s...but I have been thinking it's one...and a boy. I feel really connected to a little boy, and awhile ago, Zoe came to me in a dream and said we were going to get pregnant with one baby, a little boy, and things were going to be fine. :-) Sweet little baby of mine...comforting her momma even in spirit. It's strange to be pregnant right now...It doesn't feel real quite yet. It does, but it doesn't. I feel really secure about this pregnancy...almost at peace. I feel deep in my heart we are going to bring home a living baby. It's will be strange to be a mother of 2, one in spirit and one here on Earth. I love Zoelle so deeply, and miss her with each breath I take. I wish she was here to share in the joy of this new life. At the same time, the new life ...
Keeping you BOTH in my prayers. Hang in there.
ReplyDeletesending lots of love and prayers to you!!
ReplyDelete*hugs*, huge huge *hugs* I know how it feels to reach these milestones. Always thinking of you dear friend!
ReplyDeleteim thinking of you too kate... i am 20 weeks today.. i was 20 weeks and 4 days when the ob told me my baby was going to die... she was born at 21+2days... im trying really hard not to stress out about this.. i have my next ob appointment at 21+2 days with this little guy.. *hugs* i'm sure your little girl is watching out for you and your little one.
ReplyDeleteThinking about you.
ReplyDeletePraying for you. I hope that little Mirth continue to grow stronger.
ReplyDeleteHuge hugs to you Kate!!!!!
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