Well, I am 22 weeks today. I am the same gestation today as I was when my membranes ruptured with Zoe. In ten days from now I will be the same gestation with Little Miss Mirth as I was when I delivered our first daughter. She died an hour after birth. I miss you sweet Zoe. I love you to the moon and back.
So I couldn't resist!!! I tried! Yesterday morning I woke up at 4:30 with the urge! The urge to hopefully break our BFN streak and prove to be pregnant. Well, into the bathroom I went, gingerly tip-toeing across the hardwood, attempting to avoid waking up Tim. I slowing opened the home pregnancy test package, praying that what I have been expecting was true. There I was, starring at the test...waiting for the line to arrive (Where else to go during the wee hours of the morning...I was trying not to wake up Tim, or the pups downstairs!). Then it appeared, like a magic trick right before my very own eyes! The faintest of faint pink line. It was so faint, I thought for sure it wasn't real. I bursted back into the bedroom "Tim...Tim...are yo awake?" In reply "Kate, it's 4:30 in the morning, what the heck are you doing up?" "I just took a pregnancy test, there are TWO LINES!" Tim's first reply was "why are you testing already and why at 4:...
Keeping you BOTH in my prayers. Hang in there.
ReplyDeletesending lots of love and prayers to you!!
ReplyDelete*hugs*, huge huge *hugs* I know how it feels to reach these milestones. Always thinking of you dear friend!
ReplyDeleteim thinking of you too kate... i am 20 weeks today.. i was 20 weeks and 4 days when the ob told me my baby was going to die... she was born at 21+2days... im trying really hard not to stress out about this.. i have my next ob appointment at 21+2 days with this little guy.. *hugs* i'm sure your little girl is watching out for you and your little one.
ReplyDeleteThinking about you.
ReplyDeletePraying for you. I hope that little Mirth continue to grow stronger.
ReplyDeleteHuge hugs to you Kate!!!!!
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