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Stiming away

Well...I am on day three of my stimulation drugs, and I am still alive! I guess that is good, right? My right ovary is a bit crampy today, but I am not going to fret about it just yet. My first u/s is wednesday then every other day from there. Life is still very much surreal this time around. It's completely hard to believe that we are doing this again...but we are, and I am trying to stay positive and optimistic. Optimistic isn't a familiar concept for me....but I do try.

Tim and I are celebrating our 4 year anniversary on Thursday! It really has flown by. I am the luckiest woman in the world...my husband is loving, kind, compassionate, artist, intelligent, funny...and most certainly crazy for loving me! I am glad he "gets me" and all my weird ways. I am sure he would say the same about me...he is a bit strange himself! :-)

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  1. Oh what would we do without our dear loving hubbies.

    *hugs my friend*

    p.s. your anniversary is the day before my bday =)

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  2. Have a Happy Anniversary on Thursday. I'm glad you have each other and are so in love! Praying for you. Take care & God bless.

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  3. I found your blog searching online and love your daughters name! Zoelle was such a little miracle! We have a little girl named Hazel and I just had to comment on your beautiful name choice. She is certianly an angel!

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  4. Happy Anniversary. We hit 6 years yesterday. We couldn't bring ourselves to celebrate this year because we thought for so long that Ella was going to be with us to celebrate.

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  5. Happy Anniversary! What a wonderful thing- to celebrate 4 years of marriage :) I'm still amazed that you two are together. It makes PERFECT sense, but I've never actually hung-out with either of you since you've been a couple. Boy time flies!

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