Sometimes I am in complete awe that we have a baby. I am so in love with River and I feel very fortunate! River is a really good baby; She eats great, sleeps well, smiles tons and is easily comforted when cranky. I am really happy to have her here. On the flip side, I am learning all of the beautiful things I missed out with Zoe. Bath time, reading books, cuddling, smiling, cooing, bites of new foods, so on and so forth...the list could go on forever. I still battle with postpartum depression, but I do feel like I am coming out on the other side. My sad days are fewer apart. I still feel terribly guilty that I battle depression. We have tried so long and so hard for a baby that it seems selfish of me to be sad when we have a perfect baby in our arms. HOWEVER, it's not the kind of thing I can control. I still have a lot of depression related to nursing. It hurts me that it didn't work for me...sigh. But, River is super healthy and growing well and at the end of the day, SHE is t...
You can do it, Kate!! Only 9 days...you can definitely do it!
ReplyDeleteI'll be here to support what ever decision you decide to go with!!
ReplyDelete*hugs my dear friend*
I wish I had a time turner to fast forward 9 days for you.
ReplyDeleteWhen is the soonest you can test? xoxo
ReplyDeleteKeep busy, you need distraction!!! Go shopping, pamper yourself! xo
ReplyDelete9 more days! You can do it! I'm thinking of you! and yes Kate, we really do need to do lunch sometime! :)
ReplyDeleteThe wait can be unbearable!!!
ReplyDeleteThe good news is my beta is sooner then I thought...it's actually on Tuesday...not Thursday! Whoot, Whoot!!! The bad news is I am still dying to POAS!!! haha!! So, tomorrow is day 6 post transfer, and since we did transfer blast cells there is a chance it could be positive tomorrow. We will see...I have 3 test waiting patiently for my pee! hehe
ReplyDelete8 days today - im possibly the worst person to tell u to wait since i seem to POAS almost 7 days a month of late but you should wait *nods* yes its only 8 more days.. plus where i am its technically only another 7 and a bit days :)
ReplyDeletegood luck!
ugh the waiting is the WORST! But you can do it. We are all here for you
ReplyDeleteIm a POAS addict, so Im no help at keeping you away from them till your Beta. I do hate seeing only 1 line, so try and wait ;) I have only ever had a LSP 7 days after transfer with a true BFP 9 days - Best of luck that your Beta shows big numbers
ReplyDeleteWAIT!!! :) I never tested at home. I just couldn't do it. I don't know why. Peepee tests had always let me down all those years...I just couldn't take it. Blood tests have been much kinder to me!
ReplyDeleteSTICKY BABY DUST!