Okay...if I test early and it's negative...then I just totally freak out and cry. Thus, why I should WAIT!!! 9 More days!!! I can hardly contain myself!!!
So...my level today was 108!!! The nurse said that was a perfect, healthy number...not too high, not too low. Chances are good we have one little charm in there. Which is PERFECT. We won't know for sure until our u/s...but I have been thinking it's one...and a boy. I feel really connected to a little boy, and awhile ago, Zoe came to me in a dream and said we were going to get pregnant with one baby, a little boy, and things were going to be fine. :-) Sweet little baby of mine...comforting her momma even in spirit. It's strange to be pregnant right now...It doesn't feel real quite yet. It does, but it doesn't. I feel really secure about this pregnancy...almost at peace. I feel deep in my heart we are going to bring home a living baby. It's will be strange to be a mother of 2, one in spirit and one here on Earth. I love Zoelle so deeply, and miss her with each breath I take. I wish she was here to share in the joy of this new life. At the same time, the new life ...
You can do it, Kate!! Only 9 days...you can definitely do it!
ReplyDeleteI'll be here to support what ever decision you decide to go with!!
ReplyDelete*hugs my dear friend*
I wish I had a time turner to fast forward 9 days for you.
ReplyDeleteWhen is the soonest you can test? xoxo
ReplyDeleteKeep busy, you need distraction!!! Go shopping, pamper yourself! xo
ReplyDelete9 more days! You can do it! I'm thinking of you! and yes Kate, we really do need to do lunch sometime! :)
ReplyDeleteThe wait can be unbearable!!!
ReplyDeleteThe good news is my beta is sooner then I thought...it's actually on Tuesday...not Thursday! Whoot, Whoot!!! The bad news is I am still dying to POAS!!! haha!! So, tomorrow is day 6 post transfer, and since we did transfer blast cells there is a chance it could be positive tomorrow. We will see...I have 3 test waiting patiently for my pee! hehe
ReplyDelete8 days today - im possibly the worst person to tell u to wait since i seem to POAS almost 7 days a month of late but you should wait *nods* yes its only 8 more days.. plus where i am its technically only another 7 and a bit days :)
ReplyDeletegood luck!
ugh the waiting is the WORST! But you can do it. We are all here for you
ReplyDeleteIm a POAS addict, so Im no help at keeping you away from them till your Beta. I do hate seeing only 1 line, so try and wait ;) I have only ever had a LSP 7 days after transfer with a true BFP 9 days - Best of luck that your Beta shows big numbers
ReplyDeleteWAIT!!! :) I never tested at home. I just couldn't do it. I don't know why. Peepee tests had always let me down all those years...I just couldn't take it. Blood tests have been much kinder to me!
ReplyDeleteSTICKY BABY DUST!