I feel like a hen who just laid over 2 dozen eggs! 28 eggs to be exact, we retrieved on Thursday. Today we got the news that 21 out of the 28 fertilized, 14 were frozen and 7 are still growing! I am so relieved to know I WILL NEVER have to take follistm again! Whew! So how am I feeling? Well, for the most part the cycle went without problems. My estrogen level stayed well controlled and my ovaries, although large and in-charge from my multiple follicles, were hanging in there. However, the day before my retrieval my estrogen took on a mind of it's own and reached almost 6000! Really high. It almost tripled in one day (I am thinking mainly from my trigger shot to ovulate). As of now, I am in a significant amount of pain, my stomach is huge and I am experiencing a good amount of nausea. The vicodin takes the edge off, but I am really uncomfortable. As for a transfer, well, it's up in the air. We may transfer soon, we may wait until I am feeling better. Honestly, I am thinking the later of the two is the smarter idea. Some of this pain, maybe even the majority of my pain may be postoperative pain...I mean, it's not like they poked my ovaries 28 times! So we are still taking one day at a time. But, knowing my body and had been down this road before, I think I am well on my way to Ovarian Hyperstimulation Syndrome. For now, one day at a time is the name of the game. I am ecstatic this cycle was a successful. For me our first step with my ovaries was to produce some embryos...well, we did. Step two...transfer when it's safe and I feel healthy. For now, this mother hen is heading back to the couch!
So...my level today was 108!!! The nurse said that was a perfect, healthy number...not too high, not too low. Chances are good we have one little charm in there. Which is PERFECT. We won't know for sure until our u/s...but I have been thinking it's one...and a boy. I feel really connected to a little boy, and awhile ago, Zoe came to me in a dream and said we were going to get pregnant with one baby, a little boy, and things were going to be fine. :-) Sweet little baby of mine...comforting her momma even in spirit. It's strange to be pregnant right now...It doesn't feel real quite yet. It does, but it doesn't. I feel really secure about this pregnancy...almost at peace. I feel deep in my heart we are going to bring home a living baby. It's will be strange to be a mother of 2, one in spirit and one here on Earth. I love Zoelle so deeply, and miss her with each breath I take. I wish she was here to share in the joy of this new life. At the same time, the new life ...
I love this post. What a great analogy! I'm so super happy for you, Kate. Will call you this weekend to chat.
ReplyDeleteAhhh I just can't get over how stinkin happy I am for you. maybe taking a little time, getting yourself in tip top shape again will be good for the little embaby/ies. Thank you for keeping me updated, it really made my day to hear such good news *hugs*
ReplyDeleteSo glad you're an official mother hen and you'll never have to go through that process again! Thanks for sharing the good news!
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ReplyDeleteI am so happy to hear your retrieval went well!!! It is definitely a HUGE and very successful step. As hard as it is, I think you are right in letting your body heal/recover before transferring. You are one step closer...hang in there!
That sounds like wonderful news. God bless.
ReplyDelete28 eggs, oh my goodness!!! I think waiting to transfer until you're more certain that OHSS isn't a factor makes sense...but you'll know what's right for you. I'm just so thrilled for you all that you have so many options! What wonderful, wonderful news.
ReplyDeleteIt was great seeing you the other night.
xxoo
Brenna
yay...so does this mean good cycle? does this mean your very close to being preggo? where you at in the cycle right now? so happy for you!
ReplyDeleteWow. That is such good news. You must feel so yucky physically, but I'm just thrilled with those numbers. Feel better soon!
ReplyDeleteI'm just getting a chance to catch up on blog reading... CONGRATULATIONS!!!! That is wonderful news!!! I really hope this cycle is the one for you!
ReplyDeleteWow that is amazing!! Hope you feel better soon...I'll keep my fingers crossed for you! xx
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