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So I am all about doula's! First of all, being that I am with MFM (maternal fetal medicine) docs...the last thing on their mind is a medication free, vaginal delivery. As many of you know, I 110% for it (as long as it is safe for baby Mirth). So, to negate some of the medical vibe we are going to hire a Douala. We have interviewed one already and are interviewing the second today. I am really excited about the lady we are interviewing today. She is certified in Hypobirthing (the birthing class we are taking) and is very familiar with the hospital we will be delivery at. Very exciting stuff.

On to other news...tomorrow is the exact date (23.3 weeks) we delivered Zoe. Monday morning I WILL wake up the most pregnant I have ever been. I love both of my girls.

I am so excited to meet baby mirth...97 days until 37 weeks!!! Whoot, Whoot!!

We see the doc again on Wednesday to check my cervical length. So far I feel really good. I am not having any contractions or pressure. I think my cervix listened to everyone! hehe

So today I am feeling in pretty good spirits. Our 5th year anniversary was yesterday. It's amazing how fast time flies by. Crazy! Thank god for my husband! He is an amazing dude! I love him like no other. Plus, he made me steak, mashed potatoes, grilled asparagus and even got me flowers!!! Oh...lets not forget the ice cream. I was one well fed preggo yesterday. hehe. I have learned to take the good with the bad during this entire journey. Today I am feeling good...so I am going to take it!

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  1. Glad that you are feeling good. I hope you continue to feel good. Happy belated anniversary. May you continue to have many more.

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  2. I think a doula would be awesome to have!!

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