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Little Miss Mirth

Well, I am feeling mentally "better" today. Haven't even cried once! :-) I woke up today with a "screw it" attitude about the last doctors appointment. I know this baby is healthy and growing exactly the way she should. I can't let crazy doctors get in my head and make me scared for the health of my child AND preterm labor. So screw it. I am taking charge (well at least for the day) of my feelings and embracing this pregnancy. This is our last child (biological at least) and no sense in being completely scared and lying in bed all day feeling sorry for myself when NOTHING has gone wrong. She is growing strong!

Anyway...so we chose a name!!! Yay!! We had it down to 2 names...and it's officially....A SURPRISE!!! Little Miss does have a name...but we are keeping it a secret. Actually one of my LBM's does know her name...but that's it. :-) We shared a few names with people and it seems everyone has an opinion. So...it's a secret!

Happy 4th of July everyone! :-)

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  1. I am sure that it is a perfect name.

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  2. Can't wait to hear! Glad you're feeling well darlin' -- hope you enjoyed a beautiful, festive 4th!

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  3. Sounds like you had a tough week. Sorry. I don't like your doctors, either. I don't believe them. So, go ahead and SCREW THEM. Can't wait to see the Little Miss Mirth. I know she'll be perfect. Hugs. Aya

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